Hi my name is Ki and my partner is Kathy we have been together almost 8
years. She has copd which will be terminal we moved to Pa 8 years ago
and we have no close friends I have been telling her that I want us to
find some friends we can get close to. I will need this when she passes
I don't want to go through it alone. She was diagnosed about 6 years
ago which through her into major depression and she wound up getting
anxiety alot. She would sooner stay home and do nothing. I feel bad
about wanting more and guilt plays a big role in that. I am not looking
for a gf I want us to find friends we both can bond with. You have to
understand I am very shy we both are and i tell her we can do this
together. Last weekend we were suppose to go camping with a group of
girls we had never met she got sick and said she was not going I on the
other hand said i was taking my grand daughter (8 months old) and we
were going. Don't get me wrong this was so hard and scary but I did it.
Now she is upset that I went. She said she would not have gone without
me. I am in a rut and I don't know how to get out of it. Believe me
this is a long story!!!! so if you have questions ask me but right now
i need help!!!! thanks Ki